Daily life

Saturday, WAS THE BOOOOOOOOOOOMB! Athina's b-day pretty chill I saw GERALD and uh STEP UP! SAAAAW! Awwwwwww yeaaaaaah, I still neeed to finish her poster-____- THings are going okaaay, a crg is aight I guess, I don't know everyone is telling me to keep him cause he's someone that treats a girl with respect yaknow? But I don't deserve that cause I am being a fool for not feeling the way I think I am suppose ti feel of him. Pretty gay, DJ does not HEEELP anymore): Fuuuck, I hate this part right here! REALLLY GAAAAAAAY. Bitch ass hoe! BLEEEEK I don't know what to expect cause I know I am being an ass, but WHY AM I ?! Maybe cause I don't like things too much to take them in, to be committed? Its hard to say. I do keep thiings to me and i can't figure it. When I don't have it I want it. But when I do have it, I don't know I don't take care of it as much as I thought I would. And DING DOOOONG, haha sounds weird but I don't know maybe its just a phase. Mikhaila and I BANG! DING DONG! MAMA! BUT I don't KNOW! I"M to young for this buuuullshit, I just can't seee why I am even thinking and doing these things when I'm just a kid maybe cause I want to fit cause I want respect but when I did i have less respect then I had before I know I am gay a butch a hoe and everything else you could think of. I dislike these gay facts about myyslef I try to change my self but its hard but im trying my beeest hopefully when I grow up I will understand and realize whats right to do. I need to think straight agaiin, cause I keep trippin'.