papa bear caring

I be thinking about 108, but why do I care so ,much more about someone where I only knew for 2 years. Its like, I love him or something, caring about him sooo much, of what he thinks and what he wants. Yeah we are married, maybe that's why? I really wish he knew, he always gets mad at me for some reason, like now and it hurts and i get real worried. Should I talk to him? or might as well leave him alone. SO I guess, we are getting divorce contracts. I don't know I hope not I need him. 11 HAIKUS, oh man that's a whole bunch. Well, 4-1 has me tied up in a knot, I like him and he may not feel the same so, why the hell do I even like him or feel this way? 108 said he will wait which is weird. Its like all the guys switched spots are some shit. I don't get it, and Bobby is and at me too, I don't get why? WTHELL did I do?He's been ignoring for the whole day, its like he wants to make me feel bad or something. ! D: Well mission accomplished for all you here you see me, I have no one to talk to about this cause they won't understand I love them but they aren't here and yeah I am PRETTY DAMN HURT RIGHT NOW. especially with PAPA BEAR, FML. ALL OF YOU once before told me you love me and all of you leave me and then come back and half of you are mad and the other loves me? and 108 you keep going away and the coming back like its a game of freeze tag, I don't get it first you say I don't have feelings for me anymore and now you say you love me? ARE YOU SERIOUS REAAALLY?I JUST WISH ONE of you would come to my rescue.But nno one ever does, I don't choose because randomly, I choose because I know.But I don't get it what are you all trying to do! WTHELL IS GOING ON??@?@?@@@$#@$%(*#&(&$(o!