Am I suppose to feel weird? I think its bad haha. Well lately, I've been having other feelings and I don't think that's good. Oh gosh, I don't want to ruin 7 months of hard work. Well for me it was hard. Maybe I should let go maybe not. Is it worth letting go of? He does make me happy sometimes. But on the other hand, I think about the "others" quiet a lot. But its "HIM". Plus peee-vee! That thing always comes back some how, but no guy has ever made me not stop thinking about him. SO yeah, wonder if any guy will ever will. Hmm, I'll just have to wait and see. Well in the beginning he did make me feel taht way until he started ruining it.