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Monday, September 13, 2010
new stuff here and there,
Nit so much stuck onto him. More like a struggling to let go of you but I'm almost there. But you always talk to me and its weird because you were the one who ended everything and its like what do you want from me. You say its over done with but you still talk to me as if we were never done at all. What are you trying to get what the heck do you want from me. You make me frustrated, confused, sad, down, and all of that good old stuff. Shits not cool... I wish you knew how this felt. but hey like you gave a fuck. Today is nine months of just talking? Is that stupid or what. Dumb shit. Like seriously your going to play me like that. Well two can play at this game. I want to get over you. I want to meet new people. AND that brings me to the next point. In highschool, I feel so out of place as if I don't belong. Its so awkward... I haven't met any one new yet. Still trying but I can't get out of my shell at all! Oh oh well.
Friday, August 27, 2010
real love
Back to this... Woah who knew it would hurt this bad. I still think about you a lot... Maybe it will fade away right? right? I miss you so much. I can't take it. I cry myself to sleep, still somewhat in love with you still. Every love song that passes, its hard to listen to them, one wish pretty much our song, missing you Bobby Tinsley, and this is going to take a while for me to move on. Its been 8 months and now we ended it. But why is it so hard. I fell in love with you that's for sure. I loved you so much and cared for you, like how you told to me. I don't know what you're going to do but I'm going to take a long time till I move on to a next. I already posted a post on tumblr but now I realized I should keep this as private because I don't want everyone to know how I feel. Justin Le Huynh, my one and only, my loved one, Baby chew gummer, mean ass douche, and last but not least my puccin<3 You Jut, was real love and I will never forget my first MS/HS love.
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