real love

Back to this... Woah who knew it would hurt this bad. I still think about you a lot... Maybe it will fade away right? right? I miss you so much. I can't take it. I cry myself to sleep, still somewhat in love with you still. Every love song that passes, its hard to listen to them, one wish pretty much our song, missing you Bobby Tinsley, and this is going to take a while for me to move on. Its been 8 months and now we ended it. But why is it so hard. I fell in love with you that's for sure. I loved you so much and cared for you, like how you told to me. I don't know what you're going to do but I'm going to take a long time till I move on to a next. I already posted a post on tumblr but now I realized I should keep this as private because I don't want everyone to know how I feel. Justin Le Huynh, my one and only, my loved one, Baby chew gummer, mean ass douche, and last but not least my puccin<3 You Jut, was real love and I will never forget my first MS/HS love.