Monday, September 13, 2010
new stuff here and there,
Nit so much stuck onto him. More like a struggling to let go of you but I'm almost there. But you always talk to me and its weird because you were the one who ended everything and its like what do you want from me. You say its over done with but you still talk to me as if we were never done at all. What are you trying to get what the heck do you want from me. You make me frustrated, confused, sad, down, and all of that good old stuff. Shits not cool... I wish you knew how this felt. but hey like you gave a fuck. Today is nine months of just talking? Is that stupid or what. Dumb shit. Like seriously your going to play me like that. Well two can play at this game. I want to get over you. I want to meet new people. AND that brings me to the next point. In highschool, I feel so out of place as if I don't belong. Its so awkward... I haven't met any one new yet. Still trying but I can't get out of my shell at all! Oh oh well.